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Saturday, April 07, 2007

Decisions, Decisions.

I think i make really bad decisions.

So many bad bad bad things happened these few days. And perhaps most of them could have been avoided. And alot of these things happened becos i listened to the advice of a single person. whom now, is the single most irresponsible person i've ever met.

tts my JCRC president. correction.. not mine anymore, since i din get to stay in hall...

argh

i had 43 cca points.
i asked him whether its enuff.
he told me "can. no problem."
that's his exact words. i'm sure..

but now, the cut-off was 46.
i was very upset, and i just wanted to complain.
and what he said was "i never promise you anything. next time get more points"

although he din exactly say " i PROMISE you that you can stay"
telling people that they have NO PROBLEM staying, to me, has the same effect.

what a jerk. ppl have previously told me not to trust him. but as a friend, i turned to him for advice. and now he's irresponsible enuff to say not his fault, nothing he can do.

if he even gave me a MAYBE, i would have looked for more points..

i dunno... i'm supposed to be a very literal person... whatever ppl say, i will take it at face value... but i really don't see how "no problem" can be interpreted otherwise. period.

there's alot more other things la... but now i just want to get over being angry with that bastard.. not worth my time...

there are so many things that i can be happy about... but i jsut realised that everytime something happy happened, the joy wun last long..

i passed my pros this year... its the first time i passed an exam on first try... too bad i din get to enjoy that joy... perhaps i will when i go for my holidays.. i'm gg cambodia this year! hooray!!

anyway, i'm supposed to be at a meeting now. but i wanted to try to solve my hall problems first. I can still appeal for the master's list la.. but then, everytime i get rejected, i will get sad and dejected all over again.. might as well save me the agony rite?? i get hurt very easily... sigh...

and life still goes on...

Jin Xi posted at 9:24 am
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